Missing him badly~

What happened to mii today?
I felt I'm so weird.
Not only today,
but since Saturday when I met him in Leisure Mall.
My whole personality like changed already.
I felt like don't really wanna speak no matter in school or anywhere.

I know.
I knew.
I miss him.
I never forget him.
If I could know this is what gonna happened I rather I never meet him that day and don't meet him anymore.
My attitude became really sucks, the way treating people like don't care, don't mind.
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I miss the moment whenever there's only both of us.
=}
The boys' toilet, the classes, the library, the ko-op, and of course the memorable staircase.
I'm wondering is it true about what you have told mii last time?
That time in msn.
My opinion now,
yes, it's true.
I'm so damn regret now that I didn't tell you what is my feeling to you that time.
If I tell you that,
the girl that you put you arm around her neck is mii not others.

It's all meaningless and useless to talk about it.
I knew.
R-E-G-R-E-T-F-U-L
You asked mii a question last month.
I can answer you now.
I am priceless now.
So sorry for breaking my promised.
I'm such a bitch.
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God,
please don't ever let mii met him anymore.
It's really wrong.

Sad, No Mood, Head Burst.
I am no longer a winner.
Im a loser now.

Yinz
The Yinz-The Loser-The Hopeless One-The Hateful