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5/1/09

just feel like blogging

4am++ woke up.
SMS with Calv.
He invited mii to go watch movie with him.
I rejected.
He said that AGAIN "I never ask you out before".
lols
Is it funny enough?
I didn't know what to answer him,
so I just replied him with "Ho. Okay."
Then stop chatting already.
Cause we both got nothing to chat.

Around 7am++
I'm fully awake.
Sent a message to Calv. "I'm fully awake already."
He never reply.
I thought he slept already.
Then ignore.

I got back my hand phone yesterday.
Today morning before wash up,
I move some songs from memory card to phone memory.
While waiting for the songs finish moving,
I went wash up.
After wash up,
I went in my room and get my hand phone.
What the hack!
The LCD blank again!!!
Isn't that they repaired it?
Why is it still hanging easily and RETURN to blank LCD??!
Then I complain to mum.
My mum said later or tomorrow she's bringing the hand phone to the factory AGAIN.
=(

Aiyo,
I told them already lahh.
Repair what lahh,
straight away buy mii a new SE w595 or SE W705 or an I-Phone I also can accept gehh.
Xd
I don't want SE w902 anymore.
Yesterday when I went to Subang Parade get my hand phone,
I "SUN BIN" try the new phone w902.
My LORD,
it looks SUCKS.
-,-lll (sweat a lots. Really different from the image on web.)
I'm telling the truth!
The shape of the hand phone sucks depends with the image on web.
I simply try it then give back.
Then after that went home lu.

Continue my life today.
After complain to mum then went to online.
Blogging, Friendster, Youtube, MSN, Sony Erricson.
I saw Calv online.
I open a conversation with him.
Starting with "Sei zai bao, never reply mii"
He didn't reply.
I never nudge or say anything anymore.
After a moment.
He off already.
I not sure whether it's himself online or his friends or his cousin.
So I just ignore everything about him.

I keep looking at my old hand phone.
Waiting Calv to message mii.
But all the while,
what I get is disappointed and sadness.

Blog Blog Blog.
Blog all my feelings here.
My unhappiness, my anger, my sadness.
But not my happiness.
Cause my happiness always keep inside my heart.
=]
So,
I took a long breath,
breath in and stay for 5 seconds, then breath out.
I hope my unhappiness is gone.
Just remember this even how unhappy am I,
I love you baby, no matter what, I'll take it as a challenge, it's worth to be.

Yinz
The Yinz-The Winner-The Hopes-The Love

2 comments:

  1. stay strong yinz for what u want. i read your blog everyday. even i very busy. calv will sms u he will find you. dont worry. always be happy kay.

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  2. Are you Hafiz? =) Thanks for caring ya. You too. Stay strong.

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